Snow and bad news

Well, Little One, it looks like you have just missed having a major snowfall in the first few years of your life! London has been covered in the most snow for 18 years and it has caused chaos here. Funnily enough I rather enjoyed it. I built a snowman for you. It was fun, but obviously made me sad that we would not be doing that together. I did it because it let me think about you though. In other news I did not get the job which was pretty disappointing. I suppose I just feel down as things are not really going my way at the moment. I don't have you, I cannot have children at home, my career is stalling and so on. But I am trying to keep a smile on my face and make the most of what I do have. There is no point in moping and self pity is very unattractive. Really all I have to do is think of you and everything seems better. Love always xxx