thinking...

Darling Little One, My mood has improved during the day as I have been thinking happy thoughts about you. I am sorry so much of this seems unhappy, it is not how I want to be, I just find this whole situation difficult. You are so important to me, and I just want you to know that. I really do want you and your mum to have the best, and it does hurt that I cannot be the one to provide that to you. Forgive me when I am negative. You are going to be perfect and the best thing that ever happened to any of us. I love you. Love always xxx