Adoption and us

Darling Little One, I am sure that you will be beginning to enjoy Christmas with your mum. I am certain she will be oozing happiness - she always told me how much she loved Christmas. I never got to experience it with her which is another regret. It is a time for family in my view and that is why it is a double edged sword for me. I want to spend it with you. But family is on my mind. I have been talking to my wife and we are actively pursuing adoption. I do not think that this means anything in terms of neglecting my commitment to you, you are still the most important thing that ever happened to me, but I want more, Little One, I need to have a family. Hopefully we will be accepted and you will have a half brother or sister that maybe, just maybe, you can meet and love. In the same way I will always love you. Hope you understand this. Love always xxx