Dreaming of you

Little one, I dreamt of you last night. It is the first time that I have, or at least the first time that I remember the next day. I cannot say it was a happy dream as it was observational - seeing you with your mum from a distance was hard for me, but you did look happy and you looked healthy and this comforts me. I am finding it harder and harder to think of you being apart from me forevermore. I just do not know how to try and approach your mum about seeing you occasionally because I do not think your mum would accept it. I always try to think about what is best for you, and of course I cannot talk to you about it. You are my ray of light. I love you. Love always, xxx