Staring at the skies

Little one, sometimes all we have is our dreams when things are bad. When I was young I just wanted to party and be 21 forever. Then I grew up got a job and I just wanted to do stuff, go places and see things. But now at the grand old age of 37 I just want to settle and have a good life. My problem is that I do not see how I can at the moment. I dream of happiness with a family of my own, knowing that you are happy with your family. The fact that I do not know how things are going with you is one problem. The other is that I am not in the right place to have a family. We all have to make choices. I suspect I have made a lot of wrong ones, but now I have a big choice to make. The biggest of my life. Do I change everything for the chance of happiness, or do I take a less happy but safe route? These dilemmas are what life is all about. We choose to share our lives with people we love, but are they the right person. And what was right 20 years ago may not be right now. I am in a spin over this and over the coming months you will hear more. But I still have my dreams - I hope you can follow yours. I hope that you are ok. with love.