I want to be there.

My sweet, I hope that everything is ok with you and your mum. She seems to be managing with the no contact thing at the moment, and I am not. It takes all my determination not to send her a message or email, or just pick up the phone. Because I think that is what she wants. And all I want is to lie with my arms around her, cuddling you both. I know this is my sacrifice for your happiness, but I wish that it was not so hard. I love you.