Brothers

My darling little one, I have been talking to my brother today. He lives in America and we do not often get to see each other. He is having similar problems to me, in the sense that he also really wants children but his partner does not. I did not realise that he was so keen to be a parent. Sometimes there are things about your family that you do not know, and it is down to lack of communication. I barely talk to my sister who lives 10 miles away from me. I do talk to my parents a lot and see them often, but have been unable to summon the courage to talk about you. I wish that things were different sometimes and that I could talk freely about all this. I hope that you will not have these problems with your parents and any siblings you have. We all drift away from each other, but family is so important. I suppose I cannot in truth say blood is thicker than water because of the paternity issue, but, at the same time the moral meaning remains. I am sure that your mum will talk to you and you can trust her. She is very caring. Anyway it is the weekend again so I will only be able to think of you, not write to you. I will be thinking of you a lot. Love always xxx