Wednesday, 14 January 2009

Worried

Little One, I am in a dilemma. I know from the anon website that your mum is unhappy about something. She has a history of a certain sort of problem and I am worried that she is unwell. I want to call. I want to ask how she is. I do not feel that it would be welcome, so I asked on the anon website and have not had a response. It saddens me. I do care about her, not only as your mother but also as a friend. And we were friends, well, at least as far as I am concerned. I try not to make things difficult for her, but knowing she is unhappy and my helplessness is a bad combination. I am thinking of her. I am fond of her. I wish I could provide support. Sorry Little One. Sorry that when it matters I am not able to help. Maybe one day that will change. Love always xxx

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