Weekend revelations

Little One, I hope that you are ok. I am good at the moment having had an interesting weekend. I have to admit that I had a bit of an epiphany - I realised that no matter how much I love my wife, I cannot carry on my marriage without children. I now have to talk to her about it, but the main reason she told me that she could not have children was because of her medication. Having now checked, I know that this is not strictly true, there is a higher than normal chance of birth abnormality, but this is a risk that I am prepared to take, and if she wishes to be with me, so must she. You are not the main cause of this but my feelings for you, or more how I feel about children now, is just too strong to ignore. I will end up resenting her or resenting me if I do not have a baby with someone who wants to be with me. Hopefully it will mean that one day you will have a half brother or sister that you can meet and be close to. It is funny how you have touched me and changed my life. Despite the pain of being away from you, you make me happy and I need more of that happiness in my life. Love you xxxx